He felt sad, for what he must do, and he dug his claws into the earth. I won't have to do the things, if I just..... he thought, and held up a claw to his throat. Too bad i can't just kill myself.
"Havoc, stop." Chaos heard a voice, and turned around to see Swiftstar standing behind him. "I know it wasn't your fault for all these kits you've killed, I know there is an even powerful source behind this, but you must tell me who." she said, her eyes pleading. Chaos stopped.
"How did I get in the past in the first place? Was it her?" Chaos asked. "I don't know, Havoc, something called you here, something powerful, but i don't think it was the cat you were speaking of. It was your prophecy." she said.
"It's a load of fox-dung." he spat. "I miss Muddleblaze." he said more softly. Swiftstar gazed at him thoughtfully for a long time. "I can still see the stars in your fur, if I look past the darkness shrouding your soul." she said. "You were created by Starclan but for evil purposes. What does that make you?" she asked, but Chaos knew that she was asking herself and not him.
"I want to stop hurting the ones I love." Chaos growled. "I hate having no mind of my own anymore." he said bitterly. "I know, Havoc, but-" "Don't call me that!" Chaos snapped, interrupting her. "That's only my name for here, but you shouldn't call me that, it brings evil." he said with a low voice, like someone was listening in.
"It's going to overtake me soon, and lead me straight into the heart of Briarclan." he almost whimpered.
"It's coming soon, what can I do to stop it?" he asked.
"Tell me who." Swiftstar said. Then Havoc pinned her down. He made a sound that was both a laugh and a cry. "Never mind, just call me Havoc."
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